heyoo . time-check ; 1.30am . dont feel lyke sleeping . currently worried . i heard 8 students from 3N1 retain . which i'm not sure whether its a confirmed news . if a clever and hardworking class lyke 3N1 can have 8 students retain , mati lorr . ape tahh lagyk 3N2 , declared as a 'no hope' class , 'gangster' class , 'sleeping' class , 'monkey' class , and many bad impressions given by teachers . i've been sleeping in class , cabot-ing class , and treating the class as a full-time club . in class didn't study , at home , what do you expect ? in the mid-year-exam , i got num 12 for class position . sounds good , but overall , FAIL . my class , only the first and second in class that passed in overall . third position to thirty-eight , FAILED . ohhmy . what if i retain ? i'll get fucked up and down by my dad . cos i made him feel ashame . my monthly income will be reduced . my freedom will be controlled . my free time will be a tuition class . wont be getting whatever i want anymore . ohhhhhmyyyyygooooooooooood . if i got promoted , i'll give alot of thanks to god , teachers , and parents . thanks to god and teachers for giving the opportunity to study properly . if i retain , its too late to regret . no point regreting when i didn't work hard or even putting in effort to study . but will promise to study and get myself back on track , and continue my education and get a certificate for passing N'Level .
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